Saturday, October 16, 2010

YES!!

finally get back my blog link
I think gt 1 month din update=X

TRIAL finish already luu
can relax awhile
but...
the BOSS are coming----SPM
23/11-20/12
I din have any gan jiong feel..xD

I'm nt feel important???

actually ntg to write at blog
no any important thing happenned
so tat....
finish

Saturday, September 18, 2010

WHO KNOW???

A day got a bad feeling again
Am I wrong tat
say real be real..are these to your are not good
come on YONG HAO
stop tat pls
DAMN FEEL><

WHO KNOW MY FEEL NOW
hope gt a ppl saying to me:"I KNOW WAT U FEEL"
but i think tat juz a imagine
mayb I'm trying to give up

DISHEARTENED


I need a frenz who can accompany me say my secret
I'm suppressed till exhausting
wanna to kill myself tat can dun think anymore@@
I know tis is IDIOT IDEA
juz think only@@
till cant die..xD

MY WORD NO ONE & NO MORE..=)

Friday, September 17, 2010

CHANGEx2


ahah...
this few week sot piak already
less to campur they already
i think I'm change
A STUPID CHANGE
LIKE TO LONELY MYSELF
CLOSE MYSELF

why me like this
this not me
NOT CHIN YONG HAO
wat happening wif me
hate myself><'''

sometime will feel lonely is better
juz one ppl,can diam diam myself..huiiiihhhh..
but sometime feel sux

after tat thing was happen
i knw i'm change
although tat was happen few month already==
feel all ppl around cant believe
haiz...no one can knwTT
but watever...habit already
From the previous to the present

this two week missing you again
promise myself anything is END
but.....mayb me cant face myself
haha..so funny....

when you gone
no one can help me chat mine heart thing
juz say to you b4
but now no more
I also nothing to say anymore

write down this juz my feel
this mayb is a memory to me
TO MISSING SOMEONE...


Friday, September 10, 2010

finish work~~

wednesday go take the work..
about record ~
use using 3days baru finish itTT
so tired....

QING ah
dun angry jor lar
really busy xin no reply u de==
angry jor one day lor
forgive me lar@@

dun misunderstand
QING is my frenz only@@

MY LOVE WAS NO CHANGE BUT NEVER HOPE IT ANY MORE=)
my words.....

Monday, September 6, 2010

已经不能做什么了

04-09-2010
去考了undang
45题pass..xD
得来全不费工夫
其实熬了一晚来读=PP

05-09-2010
约了晓风,小桵和mengli去海外书展一趟
收获不错
买了两本书
之后和他们从klcc convention centre去 pavilion/sg/lowyat/TS
走完四个广场@@
晕+累...

晓风,其实很喜欢和你一起出街
至少我觉得会是个充实的一天
小桵,第一次见你
很静,但是之后感觉比较好了=)

06-09-2010
无所事事的一天
不知为什么温习旧事温习不进脑
只好拿新买的小说读@@
不行啊!!!!!trial就到了,一定要温习了
无论如何都要逼自己=)

妹,别再不开心
别每次再为一个人而把自己搞得这样
他不珍惜是他的事
你无须再为他伤心了=)

今天其实很情绪化,
不知为什么,最近都是这样
但是我的情绪化是比较坦白了
是又屌不是又屌
有谁被我不小心2屌到的不好意思啦><
不是有心的..
只是...总觉得最近的自己怪怪的.....

如果受不起打击,伤害
就别再去靠近
适量的过渡期就够了
别一起再提起
因为之后
你会知道自己是做么的幼稚和愚蠢

还有别对号入座@@

Tuesday, August 31, 2010

30-8-2010


WOW!!!
high sendiri 1st
1st time edit picture
i think GOOD!!!!
haha...
like this picture so much
tat day play guitar
thn take a funny picture...xD

ponteng again...
more ppl ponteng together
mengli.yongyi,sam,wilson,aaron,and szexian
gt joke at thr and"hardworking" at thr..xD
?
SAM AND WILSON FIGHTING...XD

night go yumcha wif dude at QUAN CAFFEE...
many frenz..macam go fighting@@
coz so many dunwan list==
all inside louder louder and louder sound..xD

almost 12.00am
go out padang c fireworks
b4 fireworks start play at smallpark...
and all say something ghost
scare together
LOLZZZ
funny dou...
MERDEKA....
BUT REALLY CAN ONE MALAYSIA
WHO KNOW?

Saturday, August 28, 2010

wat a funy day

yesterday go wif DUDESSSS
haha
cheeling take car fetch me.sam.xiangling and mengli
go pavilion eat SAKEA SUSHI
and also go thr meet lydia,wingyee,waihou and yinying
and dun 4get the wilson..xD

after eating go TS choose present for ah loy birthday^^
bot walking go and girl gif cheeling fetch
cheeling car gif a motor bang
waliao==

nasib baik all people are fine and safe
and TS choose long time also dun knw buy wat for loy
my gangz go leisure mall buy
lastly buy jor@@

thn fetch xiangling and mengli go tuition and back home
me.cheeling and sam go kahwai playing
how come a funny game and time wif them
make a laugh till stomach pain><

thn we go pm eating opur dinner
many frenz go
aunty kee also go..xD
long time din c her jor...
yumcha till 10.30 back home
wait cheeling fetch another ppl back
reach home almost 11pm jor
testerday really tired
but need thx to all dude
u all are make me happi actually..xD

Thursday, August 26, 2010

STUPID+IDIOT+HURTING=LOVE


2day morning din go school
ponteng wif yongyi andmengli goMCD revision
morning at MCD is damn cool
me and yongyi cool till lull
so funny..xD

2moro go SUSHI SADAE wif
cheeling,mengli,rikiko,sam,wilson,wingyee and yinying????
hope got a nice day wif them^^
make me can happi whole day..xD






feeling damn sux now
next time???
really gt next time???
every time also say next time??
feeling sad and sad and sad
first time feel sad and hurt WITHOUT TEAR
mayb me in your heart is not important already
but in my heart u r contract....
mayb i already habits your INDIFFERENCE to me...
I am also feell DISSAPOINTED to ME and YOU....
I ask myself...SURREDER??anot??
GOD...r u playing to me?
y flower heart ppl can happi
me juz love one ppl will feel hurt??
tat y i din trust GOD...
one time and one time and one time....
hurt and hurt and hurt
mayb u do not love me already^^
finally...
I'm juz is a person..
ONE PERSON WHO ARE????

STUPID+IDIOT+HURTING=LOVE
WAHAHAHA....
THIIS IS DAMN TRUE..

Wednesday, August 25, 2010

down ~~

TT
why you dunwan reply me???
really hate me already??
I'm very down now=(
wait u reply me...
I'm stupid
BIG STUPID><

juz wan ask you can go out on friday anot only....
y dunwan reply me wor
wuwawawawa...
cry like a child
actually not real cry..xD

reply me lar
I'm waiting you now
you knw i talking wif you....
if din c dou also reply lar
really hope u can reply me....
HAIZ~~~

FAMINE30 PICTURE IS UPLOAD ALREADY><
http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=2067910&id=1508554373
MORE PICTURE PLS GO CC
GOT OUR FUNNY TIME..

ENDING..
PLS REPLY ME...
tt
TRUST URSELF
IS YOU=(

Monday, August 23, 2010

new blog^^

SHIT!!!
tatz old blog dunno y design gt problem
cant solve itTT....
so do this new one
i wan old de ah
all post are gone...
CHAM JOR

new blog new song
IT'S MY LIFE
LOVE THIS SONG SO MUCH
SO ROCK!!!!
BUT I LOVE THE LYRIC TOO^^

haha...
feel dissapointed to myself
a bad feel....
I'M LOSER><
ARGGGG....
ALWAYS IS A LOSER SO I ALSO HABIT ALREADY
FEEL FAILED TO MYSELF
WAT A BAD FEELING TO MYSELF
SUX