Saturday, September 18, 2010

WHO KNOW???

A day got a bad feeling again
Am I wrong tat
say real be real..are these to your are not good
come on YONG HAO
stop tat pls
DAMN FEEL><

WHO KNOW MY FEEL NOW
hope gt a ppl saying to me:"I KNOW WAT U FEEL"
but i think tat juz a imagine
mayb I'm trying to give up

DISHEARTENED


I need a frenz who can accompany me say my secret
I'm suppressed till exhausting
wanna to kill myself tat can dun think anymore@@
I know tis is IDIOT IDEA
juz think only@@
till cant die..xD

MY WORD NO ONE & NO MORE..=)

Friday, September 17, 2010

CHANGEx2


ahah...
this few week sot piak already
less to campur they already
i think I'm change
A STUPID CHANGE
LIKE TO LONELY MYSELF
CLOSE MYSELF

why me like this
this not me
NOT CHIN YONG HAO
wat happening wif me
hate myself><'''

sometime will feel lonely is better
juz one ppl,can diam diam myself..huiiiihhhh..
but sometime feel sux

after tat thing was happen
i knw i'm change
although tat was happen few month already==
feel all ppl around cant believe
haiz...no one can knwTT
but watever...habit already
From the previous to the present

this two week missing you again
promise myself anything is END
but.....mayb me cant face myself
haha..so funny....

when you gone
no one can help me chat mine heart thing
juz say to you b4
but now no more
I also nothing to say anymore

write down this juz my feel
this mayb is a memory to me
TO MISSING SOMEONE...


Friday, September 10, 2010

finish work~~

wednesday go take the work..
about record ~
use using 3days baru finish itTT
so tired....

QING ah
dun angry jor lar
really busy xin no reply u de==
angry jor one day lor
forgive me lar@@

dun misunderstand
QING is my frenz only@@

MY LOVE WAS NO CHANGE BUT NEVER HOPE IT ANY MORE=)
my words.....

Monday, September 6, 2010

已经不能做什么了

04-09-2010
去考了undang
45题pass..xD
得来全不费工夫
其实熬了一晚来读=PP

05-09-2010
约了晓风,小桵和mengli去海外书展一趟
收获不错
买了两本书
之后和他们从klcc convention centre去 pavilion/sg/lowyat/TS
走完四个广场@@
晕+累...

晓风,其实很喜欢和你一起出街
至少我觉得会是个充实的一天
小桵,第一次见你
很静,但是之后感觉比较好了=)

06-09-2010
无所事事的一天
不知为什么温习旧事温习不进脑
只好拿新买的小说读@@
不行啊!!!!!trial就到了,一定要温习了
无论如何都要逼自己=)

妹,别再不开心
别每次再为一个人而把自己搞得这样
他不珍惜是他的事
你无须再为他伤心了=)

今天其实很情绪化,
不知为什么,最近都是这样
但是我的情绪化是比较坦白了
是又屌不是又屌
有谁被我不小心2屌到的不好意思啦><
不是有心的..
只是...总觉得最近的自己怪怪的.....

如果受不起打击,伤害
就别再去靠近
适量的过渡期就够了
别一起再提起
因为之后
你会知道自己是做么的幼稚和愚蠢

还有别对号入座@@